lilly in the rose garden

Posted on: October 27, 2013

The weather has pleasantly cooled down sweater weather is slowly creeping up on us. I have worn tights, or at least wanted to, once this past week. I feel hopeless about the coming end of October, but I try to fill these last days with colorful outfits and plenty of Halloween cheer.

I am having a lot of moments today where I sit and remember the events of two years ago. My desperation. My obsession with finding even a sliver of good in the world to sustain me. I still have the mood boards, the collected photos, the filled notebooks  (of sketches and blog ideas and complaints), and of course the blog posts that reeked of loneliness.

And even of last year, when things turned up. His face, those photographs. Ice skates and video games I never liked. Those memories have turned a tad sour, but I look to the current month in realization of how good life is, how far I’ve come and how much I love my current environment.

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