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Part 7!! Check out my “Books” category for the previous 6 reviews.

Content warnings for this book- warning for mentions of abuse, misgendering, etc

Fantastic! Absolutely fantastic. Despite some obscure Australian slang, this book very clearly communicates a very-overlooked idea; intersex teens deserve autonomy. Plagued by controlling, manipulative parents and bullies at school, sassy and independent Alex takes charge in creating the life she desires.

For all the depictions of harassment, abuse, and barely veiled homophobia, there are positive moments in her story, such as the warm reception she receives at her new school, and a supportive friend determined to see her succeed. Alex As Well was charming, quirky, and ended on a high note. The writing balances Alex’s wit and charisma with her mother’s venom in a way that clearly draws a line between right and wrong.

10/10 Would recommend, especially since the topic of intersex teens is so absent in lgbt aimed YA titles.


Welcome to Part 6!! Scrolls through my “Books” category for my previous 5 reviews.

This book feels like those emo icons from myspace came to life and wrote a manuscript. Gothy goth emo tim burton hot topic fan Brynn hates the Popular Kids and also conveniently has pink hair. Prepster girly girl blonde cheerleader bully Cassidy hates all unpopular kids. But in a matter of pages, and one group assignment later, they suddenly are making out in their bedrooms. Yup.

I was drawn to this book because of a (sub)plot about Cassidy coming from a line of witches and her struggle accepting that reality and harnessing her powers. 75 pages in (out of 158 in my ebook copy) Cassidy’s witch status has barely merited more than a paragraph or two of text.

I hate to describe a teen-oriented work as vapid, but this book truly refuses to step outside ultra generic goth vs. cheerleader stereotypes and bad high school setting clichés. The lack of understanding and judgements of Brynn and Cassidy are not resolved or evolved in a cohesive fashion- it’s 0 to 100 really fast, and suddenly the ~sexy bits~ feel a bit too….out of nowhere for two teens in their first lesbian relationship.

Bottom line: I really wanted to like this, but I will never finish reading this book. It’s not worth waiting for the ending (Witch powers finally arrive? The couple continues to make out save for a hiccup here and there because of familial homophobia? Brynn teaches her emo friend to accept blondes and Cassidy accepts goths?)

This is part 5! (Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4) **SPOILERS AHEAD**

This is not only a fantastic book, but the exact book I needed. Written in the last 1970s (published 1982), this book predates all of the novels I have read thus far. Despite its age, it feels just so modern. Unless I checked the copyright date, I might have thought it was written in the last five years. But, its early publication also lends it great dignity and history. An interview with the author at the back of the book discusses the plight and growing liberation of lgbt teens and adults throughout the years and the author’s own experiences coming out into a less than ideal environment. (It’s really inspiring to read)

It features two young high school girls discovering their growing attraction for one another while also realizing the difficulty in articulating their desires and coping with the harsh obstacles sent their way.

You may have seen this book on tumblr book lists before, proudly referred to as a lesbian book with a happy ending. I spend all my time reading fearing for when shit was going to hit the fan, for when their world would come crashing down. I was so pleasantly surprised and relived when I reached the ending.

If you are grasping for something happy, with good representation and fun writing, here you go. It has a not so discreet cover (The title and the smiling girls on the cover rather reveal its subject matter), but whether that means you try an ebook, audiobook, or book cover, PLEASE PLEASE read this book.


Welcome to Part 4 (part 1, part 2, part 3)

This book is different from the previous three in that those were LGBT Books, in the sense that the main conflict is somebody being non straight, non cis, and/or gender nonconforming. They focus solely on the struggle of being LGBTQIA and little else, and tend to take place in a school setting.

This book is a short fantasy novel that happens to have a boatload of diverse, interesting characters, with moments of introspection and discussions of sexuality. It is rich, with great world building. Post-apocalyptic LA sets the stage for a loosy-goosy, quite creative retelling of Odysseus. That being said, a little prerequisite knowledge of the myth as well as a suspension of belief and need for rationality help out. It will take you on an adventure so long as you don’t try to muddle over the details quite so literally. (I am a very literal person)

It’s only downfall, in my opinion, is its brevity. Luckily, the author has plenty more for you to check out.

Would recommend

Part 3 (part 1, part 2) **SPOILERS AHEAD**

The difference between you and me was every it as disappointing as I expected it to be. Emily was so hateable and there’s no closure whatsoever by the end. She shows no concern for other people’s feelings, never changes or grows, and remains the same stock image “preppy” evil bi girl stereotype the whole time.
Jesse is treated as so over the top and misguided that it feels like an overt jab at all forms of teenage activism.
Esther is intriguing and I honestly would prefer a book solely about her, giving her more personality than the books she loves. What forms of at school protest has she done in the past? What is a more comprehensive picture of her family dynamics?

Why is it that a book about same gender loving teen girls makes a white het boy the only one to show shreds of compassion and redeeming himself!? Why is Michael shown in just as, if not a more positive light than Wyatt. What is the deal with Wyatt and Denmark. Wyatt has so much potential beyond hitting the “gays and fashion. LOL” stereotype. Why is he libertarian? How has his friendship with Jesse sustained itself during times of ideological rivalry?

Tbh this book feels a little too Glee-esque. It shits on people it’s supposed to be representing, while not having solid enough writing to keep it afloat. I’m very glad I didn’t buy it, and borrowed it instead.

I would like to read Frenemy of the People, which seems to have the same premise, and compare the two.

Bottom line: this book suffered from not only a iffy, tired premise, but also became bogged down with lazy, unoriginal writing and attempts at humor that almost always fell flat.

Part 2 (Part 1) **SPOILERS AHEAD** I don’t seem to know how to write without spoilers, oopsies

This novel feels more honest and accurate to the ways of teenagers, relying less on ABC Family channel stereotypes than Difference Between You and Me (Part 3).

Still, two things are like what??

1. Even if they are suddenly bffs why is Sebastian outing Grady to people he personally hasn’t worked up the guts to talk to yet? Grady even remarks that Sebstian seemed to be running the show. its very skeevy that he does stuff behind Grady’s back, even though the book glosses over it.

2. So the first thing Grady does after coming out is…lust after a girl who is in a relationship, letting Sebastian egg him on and watch from the sidelines waiting for a breakup, in order for his chance to swoop in?? It comes out of nowhere (and this is not meant as a complaint about Grady modifying his behavioral patterns to better suit his personality or gender, or reinventing himself, or any other teenage exploration. But Kita is not your rite of passage. )

Buuut then the second half resolves most of the growing issues and ties everything off with a very…Disney Channel original movie-esque silly scene.  Just as it was getting deeper, it seemed to be running out of pages and reaching a feel-good ending seemed to be the priority.

Overall, it is very refreshing as my second read of the LGBT summer book list, and the writing flows well and is very pleasing. It doesn’t shy away from showing the absolute worst in those in Grady’s life, but still bounces back to some (Over the top after a while but often on point) humor~ meaning like the Christmas house drama.

Would rec!!

Hey! This is a thing I’m trying out. I love lgbt YA titles so I’ve collected my thoughts here and there, and felt like sharing! First up is Pink ***SPOILERS AHEAD***

I liked this one! The whole “bi girls always cheat” trope was prevalent, but slightly less so than other books. By the time Ava was saying “Oh, I still like girls but I wanted to like boys too and I don’t fit in anywhere” type lines I wanted to gently float down from the heavens, singing angelically that Bisexuality and Pansexuality exist. But no, this is YA fiction world where the b and p words are evil and must be avoided at all costs.


The characters were hilarious yet flawed and everything tied up nicely in the end. It had good, honest dialogue.

I’m so sick of books that paint feminists as whiny, annoying and ignorant pains, constantly misusing terminology and (in this book’s case) being corrected by enlightened males. Whether its Ava’s family, Ava, or Chloe, or Jesse from The Diff. between you and me, I’m seeing this trend where feminist awareness is incorporated into these novels via female protags being unbearably wrong and needing correction.

Overall, Pink is entertaining and worth a read! It clocks in with 3 (count em, 3!) named lesbian characters and 2 gay characters, which is already more than other LGBTQIA YA books.

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